I feel the need to update my status on my approach to dating and, eventually, to marriage. I think I was too zealous to post my concerns. At the same as talking to a woman I was interested in, I also came across info of how the quality of some women may have been lowered in modern society due to disgraceful cultural norms. I was anxious and was fearing that the propaganda of all women being unfaithful or having high body counts was a reality. Of course, the propaganda is not true. I believe that I will find a wife that respects the establishment of marriage and loves our children.
The big takeaway I have discovered in the past months is that my thoughts contribute to dictating my reality. If I think all women are a certain way, my actions towards women will follow suit and reinforce the prior beliefs. My chances of finding the type of woman I believe to exist are best when I fully commit to my faith in this future with this person.
General observation: in a way, we are our thoughts.