even if you struggle with the Bible.
I'm not.
We know you did not receive enough education and your knowledge of the Bible is poor because you are a non practicing Christian. You also revealed you are having a kidney removed.
A nephrectomy is the surgical removal of all (radical) or part (partial) of a kidney, usually performed under general anesthesia to treat kidney cancer, disease, or injury. Techniques include traditional open surgery or minimally invasive laparoscopic/robotic methods.
Mental illness, particularly depression and anxiety, is a common and often underrecognized consequence of kidney disease, which may necessitate kidney removal (nephrectomy). The removal of a kidney itself, often done for cancer, can lead to fear, anxiety, and in some cases, symptoms of trauma, especially if it leads to chronic pain or if the donor experiences guilt or grief.
Have you considered how your kidney removal is affecting your general mental health and more specifically your relationship to God? Because from the start you have been attacking the Bible and trying to make a mockery of Jesus, his words and even denying he was alive to attend his last supper .
Your distortion of the Bible has got to be more than your lack of education and poor reading skills. It’s an attack on Christianity possibly caused by your bitterness having lost a kidney and the mental stress it is causing. Why don’t you wait till you heal fully?