SatanLucy

I have done research into alcoholism

thats the problem. Google gives you results which present rare cases as common. thats not research, thats just spreading misinformation.

Average person who drinks alcohol isnt any addicted to it, can go months without it without any problems.

Same is not true for those who smoke and do drugs. Person who smokes has issues to go just 1 day without cigarette. Person who does drugs gets mental breakdown when without them.

Alcohol addiction is rare among drinkers. Cigarette addiction is almost universal among smokers.

You claim SDP hates trans people.

He does, a lot. Its obvious even without me claiming it.

Yes. Alcoholics get dependent on alcohol, get severe headaches, depresion, anger outbursts, high.blood pressure etc if they quit it. Insomnia too, often

None of that is true. It just tells me you dont drink.

It is.

We get it, you hate trans people.

Yoy can get genuinely dependent on alcohol.

Its not like cigarettes and drugs. When you smoke cigarettes, you have issues of going just 1 day without a cigarette. And drugs will ruin your dopamine system, so you cant feel happiness anymore without drugs.

Alcohol, you can get drunk with two glasses of wine, and these are even considered healthy and not "too much".

Also, alcohol is cheaper than drugs or cigarettes. At least cheap wine is. Beer I dont recommend because its too low alcohol, and those higher level alcohols such as vodka taste terrible, even if great for getting drunk quickly.

I am trans age and partly trans gender (mix of male and female characteristics). I personally dont care if you misgender me. After all the things people told me in life, I am sure misgendering is the lesser evil on the list.

Smoking I dont recommend because its not like alcohol, cigarettes are addiction which must be fueled daily. Its not something you can realistially do once a week. tho if you already want to smoke, better use vape. Lasts much longer than a cigarette, also comes with taste. Personally, I didnt need to smoke because my parents effectively made me second hand smoker for whole childhood.

Merry Christmas indeed implies filthy animals, drunk, fornicating

I like being drunk. Some feelings you cant really remove without alcohol or drugs, and I dont have money for drugs, so I have to do alcohol instead. Being drunk is temporary solution, which is a lot better than no solution at all.

Just use .txt file.

It is most simple file for copy pasting text, and for saving text there is. And text is what you need anyway.

Also, laptop beats phone by far. Copypasting things on phone is insane difficulty.

Yeah, just call the generator.

You can be humble and wealthy

You can, but so far no one was.

I have learned in life that only poor people are humble.

In fact, being humble when it comes to magic work is worst thing you can do. the words which come out of your mouth and your thoughts define you. If you think of yourself as small, well, yes, thats what you will be.

Merry Christmas!

Santa didnt bring me anything because I am registered as a muslim.

Mensa online test only goes for max of 145 IQ.

You cannot get over 145 IQ there because test only measures in range from 85 IQ to 145 IQ. It says so in test. Many of these tests are scams in a way, some even have multiple patterns in one question so there are really multiple correct answers but they only recognize one answer.

Depends on IQ test. A lof of IQ tests online go for max of 140 IQ. Many dont even give results.

Reality - things which exist, also means there are things which dont exist.

this proves things arent self sustained. If things were self-sustained, all things would exist.

What determines if something will exist, and if something wont exist, is the generator.

Call Monad for more information.

In order to understand what I am about to tell you, you first need to understand true nature of reality.

Reality is a dream sustained by generator.

the generator generates reality. Reality is not self-created, it is not self-sustained. It is generated (sustained) by generator.

this generator is called Monad.

Monad can be contacted, and Monad can be instructed to alter reality.

However, this is where most people fail in prayer.

Monad does not respond to begging. You could beg a door to open, and door will never open.

Monad responds to what I call omnimagic.

Omnimagic is basically all-including command.

Sort of like, if you had a computer program, trying every possible command would eventually lead to you command which achieves goal.

In other words, when calling a Monad, you do not merely beg.

You also act with authority, and use every tense.

You do not merely say "Please give me money".

You say: "thank you for giving me plenty of money" (notice past tense)

You say: "Monad, I am here. I claim the authority which is mine by nature. the illusion of this limitation is dissolved."

In other words, you dont merely hope something will happen. You also act as if it already did. You dont question, you dont doubt, you dont wonder. You act as if the thing you commanded already happened, and you need not to think about it more.

this is main thing in magic rituals. You dont just hope something will happen. When you do a magic ritual, you act with having full knowledge and conviction that what you thought about already happened.

You stop believing in reality generated by generator, and you start making a different reality by commands.

All your IQ tests came under that number.

they cant be 160, these IQ tests only go to 140 I think.

My parents each have IQ of 80. What did they expect, that 80 plus 80 gives 160?

My IQ isnt way too high to make me retarded, so I am an optimal balance.

Maybe when I get into Mensa.

I am glad my parents take the blame. Finally, someone understands.

Jesus was an atheist

that would be a funny turn of events, to be honest.

Cis women already don't like transwomen;

And responding to that with ditching support will just make them like them less and achieve literally nothing good for trans people who are already at the point where they cannot afford to be more hated.

Many women will say they care about intelligence and kindness.

Alright, I will bring my IQ certificate to a first date to show my high IQ, and list of donations I made to show my kindness.

Of course, I will get instantly rejected, because women dont care for intelligence or kindness.

there is a reason why I didnt reproduce even with very high IQ and kindness, but many low IQ violent criminals in prisons did reproduce with no effort, IQ, or donations to charity:

~50% are Married: Around half of both male and female prisoners report being married or partnered, though many more are in intimate relationships.

Studies also show that high IQ is actually a disadvantage on average, low IQ people reproduce more.

"Yes, research consistently shows a small to moderate negative correlation between IQ (or cognitive ability) and fertility: people with lower IQs tend to have more children"

In other words, women dont seek intelligence or kindness.

Lets observe the nature. In nature, two male lions fight, and the lion who chases away other lion gets to be with female lion.

In other words, it is not the kind nor intelligent lion who reproduces, but the lion who makes other lions back away.

this is why women will often prefer men who are ready to fight for them against other men.

It has nothing to do with intelligence, kindness, or being nice. Women literally want to see you fight for them with insane obsession.

So high IQ person or kind person would naturally back off when woman goes to another man. And high IQ person would lose in that way instantly.

Low IQ man would try many things to break up woman's relationship with another man, or even to prevent it from happening in first place. He does not back away like high IQ person, he makes the other lion back away, exposes flaws of other man to her, appears as a superior choice to that other man.

So its not any form of kindness or intelligence, but it is just competition for woman, and the lion who backs away loses the competition.

Lets further explain the point. In my country, Bosnia, average IQ is 98. However, when we exclude people with 120 IQ and above, average IQ likely drops to 94 or below.

So group of people with average IQ of 94 is statistically more likely to reproduce than group of people with 120 IQ and above.

Now, if women cared for intelligence half as much as they claim to care, you would see the opposite effect. You would see those over 120 IQ being chased by women, while those of 94 IQ are left unwanted.

But we see exactly opposite of that. those with 120 IQ and over are considered unwanted nerds, bullied often, while people with 94 IQ seem to be the actually desirable ones.

So high IQ is a literal disadvantage for many reasons, because its not the smart person who reproduces, but the persistent obsessive lion who chases away other lions, is the one who reproduces.

And this is logically true. If you make other lions back away, female will have no choice but to be lonely or be with you.

this is what low IQ men do all the time. they let all other men know that that woman is theirs, so no one else approaches a woman. they display obsession which makes all other men think they will have problems if they approach that woman.

that is nature's law. Not intelligence, not kindness, not good personality, but personality which makes all other personalities back away while it claims the prize.

Being born 100 years later would be better for me maybe, but it was not will of God so I must assume fault.