I regret that you yet have doubt, first, and assume the wor4st of scripture. I have said that faulty translation is often a problem with scripture, but not that it is the only problem. Doubt is a much greater problem, and that, first, must be defeated before God will see your honest desire to have answers to your many questions. Unless doubt is abolished, your questions will remain questions.
I have also said numerous times that selecting verses either to prove something or to criticize will both result in continu3ed questions rather than understanding. Reading the Bible means reading it cover to cover. It's a dedicated effort, but must be done, if for nothing else than to demonstrate that you can finish a task, once started. God rewards those who do for themselves rather than expect He do all for them. A dedicxatipon to read, with a desire to un dertstand, and not to find criticism, will be met with approval from God to bless with understanding. Where something is difficult, first read James, first chapter. Read the whole chapter, then review verses 1 - 5 for a description ab out how to read all: where you encounter terror questions, ask Him, never doubting.
I've said all this before, numerous times. Do it. Don't criticize and don't doubt. Try to acjnow;edge it may be meaningful. Understanding will come, I guarantee it.